They've got nothing on you, baby.

I love you.

Mamaw, I miss you. I miss my bestfriend. I miss you asking for your hug every time I stepped foot in the door. I miss waking up to you calling me every morning. I miss hearing you hum, and bang pots and pans around in the kitchen. I miss seeing your car in the drive way. I miss just the sight of you walking, and that little limp you had. I miss your strength, and your smile. I miss your anger, even when it was directed at me. The only thing I ever see is you walking out the door waving bye, then it's me sitting on the back of that firetruck and seeing your wrecked car laying in the field. But despite seeing all of that, despite seeing your body in that coffin... It's not real to me. I think you're at the beach. That's what I keep telling myself. That you're at the beach and any moment you're going to call and tell me you can't wait to come home to see me. But I know you're home, and I know you're not coming back to this place. So I guess it's my turn to say it; Mamaw, I love you and miss you. I can't wait to come home and see you.

Picture above is My Mamaw Becky and My Papaw Randy. They're both my heroes, and I love them very much. I miss Mamaw a lot... I'm just glad that Papaw's here so me and him can help eachother..

I miss you.

You never know what you're going to lose, or when you're going to lose it.

I guess the best advice I could give you is to make sure you give some one a hug and a kiss before they walk out the door. Telling someone to "be careful" doesn't always work, don't be fooled by it. Everytime you see someone, hug them and tell them how much you've missed them. Even if they haven't even been gone for an hour. Life is full of suprises, just remember that those suprises aren't always going to make you happy. So when you lose someone close to you, don't be afraid to cry. Don't be afraid to scream, yell, and be angry. If you hold it in, it'll get worse.

Most importantly, don't be afraid to miss someone who's gone. And don't be afraid to tell them you love them.

They're listening.

Oh my gosh, I just realized that my last post was in 2008! Woah!

Anywaysssssss.....

So, I took the staples out of three of my Johnny The Homicidal Maniac comic books, then I pinned the pages on my wall. I absolutely love it. I think it looks GREAT. (:

Blogger is a stupido.

I'm never on here. Sucks, eh? I just don't like blogger that much, tumblr is SO much better. I'm in love with tumblr, seriously.